my love for you is true .

This might be the last post i update which i doesn't know tomorrow what's would happen to me, will i exist in this world? do i not blogging anymore my miserable life.

I would like to say to laopo carol that today, 5th Jan 2006 is our 11-months anniversary. This is the longest relationship i ever had in my life. Throughout our journey, i know i have made you happy joy and hurt you sometimes. I know hurting you to you which cause you will not trust me again. I feel so trutly regretful. Being with you, how much joy and shares we have been through together from the first month, following by many mths till today, eleventh months.

Today we went to eat at swensen at PLaza Singapura. Crowded area. Ordered food:

1 Chill Fish Pasta,
1 Breaded Chicken
1 Romeo Wings
1 Summit
1 Waffles Dream
1 Milkshake
2 Ice water

Though it's cost the most expensive so far,i don't mind paying more. because today is our anniversary and to me, i never predict what's tomorrow would happen to me, so i would like to treasure every moment whenever i being with you.
Perhaps, out of sudden i afraid i might hurt you accidentally, i scare you would leave me the next moment, out of fear i really don't wish to see it.
Today's is so happy enjoyable dinner with you.
I really don't know what the next second happen between you and me.
I don't predict.
I feel so regret and sorry.
Sorry laopo.

Ended.

Sadly hubby,simon

with love,
{/Saturday, January 06, 2007}Y